Yesterday, I went to Rectorat to settle down my immigration files, I walked through your faculty (Pharmacy Faculty), through the streets you used to sit and chat, through the library that you used to go, through the Jesbox that you used to have your lunch and through the stairs you used to pass by. Then I realize, that you wasn’t here..
Today, I misplaced my key, so have to stay back and wait for my roommate to finish her classes.. then I remember your room next door that always welcomed me with smiles and comfortable mattress to lay on while waiting.. we’ll chat whatever possible and doing some crazy things together. I’d stand in front of your door and knocked.. but it was empty. Then, I realize that you wasn’t here..
It’s like digging a big hole n my heart, a vacant space that couldn’t be occupied, realizing that you aren’t here forever. I really get busy with my clinical stuff nowadays but yet still remembering you every other times. Hanging out together, chatting about anything, singing those stupid old songs, recalling memories, exploring new places and restaurant, releasing tensions, cooking good foods, buying “sale” stuff, holding your hand and watching those boring movies.. the more memories come across my mind, the more feeling of losing dominate my soul..I really miss you cika’.. Wan Nor Fazlina & Siti Mariam..
On the day you flew off, I couldn’t said a word.. because the sadness cloud hold my back.. I want to whisper at your ear “thank you for being a good friend. Thank you for the memories that we create together..and thank you to allow me to be a part of your beautiful story.. I love you my dear friend..”
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