JEDA

I need a break. Really. Sepertinya sudah menua dalam siklus tanpa koma ini. Terperangkap dalam labirin tanpa pintu. Tekanannya maha berat. Seakan terhanyut dalam arusnya..   benar-benar butuh jeda. Ingin sekali berlari-lari dengan kaki telanjang di atas pepasir pantai yang memutih. Menyentuh gigi air dan merasai desir ombak yang menghentam cadas. Langit biru yang menaungi sang pantai.indahnya… namun kesibukan ini membuat aku sesak. Patut Rasulullah SAW berpesan untuk menghargai waktu lapang sebelum datang waktu sibuk.

                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                

Tapi tetap saja,Tuhan selalu bermurah hati untuk menganugerahi keajaiban-keajaiban dalam spasi yang ada antara dua celah itu.meski tidak ada titik, tidak ada koma, namun tetaplah hidup itu berjalan. Samada kita suka atau tidak suka.. Tuhan tetap saja menghadirkan orang-orang yang kita butuh untuk menghibur kita, berkongsi suka duka. Cerita-cerita yang banyak dalam perjalanan itu. Dan selalu itulah orang-orang yang tepat untuk memberikan ketenangan.

Kerna tugas di RS Haji yang posisinya lebih dekat dengan labuang Baji, atau sewaktu bertugas di RS Labuang Baji sendiri, masih menyempatkan diri  untuk mampir di tempatnya Ayhu Syahrir. Adiknya Irfan yang sudah kuanggap seperti adik sendiri. apalagi diri dan Ayhu terhubung juga dengan Ulfa. Dulu sebelum Ayhu kuliyah di Makassar pernah menjanjikan untuk keluar jalan bersama anak itu. Baru sekarang berkesempatan membawa Ayhu keluar berjalan-jalan sambil makan-makan. Benarlah yang paling penting itu bukan seberapa lama kita ketemu tapi memanfaatkan pertemuan itu untuk menghidupkan sang waktu.

Sempat juga ketemu dengan Ulfa dan keluar jalan sambil foto-foto. Aktivitas rutin kalau dengan Ulfa. Dan ke danau. Meski diri harusnya bedrest total gara-gara sakit yang memanjat, namun refresh bersama Ulfa ternyata lebih efektif berbanding bedrest totaol dirumah. Mungkin begitulah hidup yang singkat ini dijalani. Banyak bertukar cerita dengan Ulfa. Dari masalah perkuliyahannya hingga masalah kesehariannya. Organisasi dan pertemanannya. Kata orang banyakkan belajar dari pengalamanmu dan pengalaman orang lain. Ulfa yang cerewet ini selalu saja bisa menghiburkan saat terberat seperti ini. Sama halnya Winda yang ceria dan banyak cerita itu.. jadi kangen Winda T_T

Sewaktu diri bertugas di RS Gowa, kak Murni sempat pulang kerna hal keluarga. Alhamdulillah kak Murni gak lansung pulang hari minggunya tapi menyempatkan diri selama seminggu lagi di Makassar. Hampir saja tidak sempat bertemu dengan Kak Murni. Tapi Tuhan selalu punya jalan sendiri. sebelum Kak Murni kembali ke Kalimantan, sempat juga ketemu sama kakak.. Cuma berjalan-jalan dan duduk bersama. Kak Murni sepanjang itu menggenggam tanganku dan kami hanya menghabiskan waktu bersama melihat-lihat barang disana. Meski begitu sudah cukup bermakna. Jalan bertiga sama kak Murni dan Kak Fahmi selalu saja mengundang rasa rindu pada kakakku Along dan Abang long..tidak sempat berfoto di Fotobox padahal Kak Murni mahu sekali.. makan bersama di Mie Titi jam 22.00 malam sangat luar biasa.

Satu hari nanti, saat diri kembali ke tanah air, pasti akan merindui momen-momen ini. Orang-orang ini. Ya Makassar yang punya banyak orang baik dan disayangi. Ada adik.. ada kakak.. ada teman. Mereka adalah keluarga. Keluarga yang akan kurindui satu hari nanti. Selalu bila di rumah sakit, orang-orang pada hairan kenapa bisa diri punya teman dari UNM. Kenapa bisa berteman dengan orang dari umur yang bervariasi. Ya itulah keluasan ukhuwah yang tidak terbatas dengan hanya persamaan profesi, usia, waktu dsb..